I'm going to Puerto Galera tomorrow, or should I say WE are going. Yep, me, mom, dad and Achie, the bad thing here is that Ditchie Dol and Chad aren't going with us. Ditchie has exams while Chad has Chicken Pox, and yes, I know that this trip MIGHT be as boring as ever. If not for it's famous name, I might have preferred to stay home as I know that Achie and I will be having troubles again.

Anyway, I just finished patching my Audition Philippines and It turned out to be a little waste of time because It was "laggy" and disappointing because I personally think that the other modes are better. But what makes the patch worth it for me is the new clothes, mmmmm.... Yummy!!!

So I dressed up my blog now, and I hope it would be staying for atleast a month or two. I also made a personalized layout for myself in Friendster, view my friendster to see it, I feel so accomplished!!!

My Hana Kimi night was good yesterday, I got caught so I had to be extra cautious, I'm having another Hana Kimi night today since tomorrow I won't be able to. I sure will miss doing so...

Anyway, I have to go visit the Soul Society forums, I sure won't want to miss the fun!

~.! Aeyen !.~

Labels: Hana Kimi Night, Night before Puerto Galera

Yesterday, i bought this Hana Kimi DVD at Quiapo, and I'm having regrets and all because it's kinda choppy and sometimes a little blurry, skips some stuff, and you know how bad it is by now xD...But still, watching it last night until midnight made me feel excited to watch more, but I knew I had to sleep because it was past 3 in the morning. The moments are so kilig hayyzz... Is this addiction? But it's really cute!

We were supposed to go to Puerto Galera tomorrow but it was pushed through May 1st, damn! I was so excited!!!! I downloaded truckloads of MP3s in preparation!!! Grrrr!!! (I was exaggerating at the "truckload" part) xD

I went for a checkup, went to St. Luke's today to see an EENT specialist, turns out the one recommended to us was out, so we had to find someone else, we found one with just a dial of a number. He's a sort of a serious doctor but hey, he's not my point of posting, I'll stop blabbing about him now :P SO he told me that I have clogged ears because of wrong "cold disposition method"... Well, he didn't allow me to Dive but he allowed me to swim, but I must NOT reach the ocean floor bottom, but he said I would and I could dive hehehehe!!!

I've been blog hopping, visiting my old blog, I wanted to blog again, looked for hosts but am just too bored to code again for Wordpress, which not to mention, is very hard! Screw Wordpress! I'd really love to try Cutenews but maybe someday, I have MANY plans in mind.

I've also been through Friendster profiles of various old classmates, ex-teachers, people I've met at my previous school and lets put it as, People of my past. Okay, so I sound drama-ish but forgive me, I just miss them but at the same time hating them and seeking revenge. Should I talk about the past now? Well, I have 22 minutes remaining before I plug in my DVD and watch Hana Kimi.... But I've decided not to for now, I don't want to come back to my old life, after all, the whole reason why I want to go to a new school is because I want a new life.And together with it, I am expecting a personality change from me.

I've been to rebelling, 'been to ruining my grades, I've been through cutting my own skin, now what? Of course, I want to make my life better, like what I've promised. But how can I begin with the feeling that no one believes that I can, that everyone will have to dig my past to remind me how bad I spent a year or two....

I want to make sense of what I am supposed to be and somehow make people respect me for who I currently am not for what I was and maybe, what I could become.I feel that, sometimes people have to be terribly hurt just for them to realize how many wrongs they could have done and the better, or maybe the best things they could have done instead. I know how it feels to feel completely different from the crowd just because of your problems.

I guess I'm a girl filled not only with joy but revenge and jealousy... I'm not the typical girl, but I can't say that I should stand out from the crowd. Honestly, in everyday of my life, I get puzzled on how to continue my existence with all my problems, but I believe that my day will come.

OMG! That's enough drama. Let me fix my layout now.

~.! AeyeN !.~

Labels: Hana Kimi Night

I'm Gilliene, this is a private
blog. I live in the Philippines.I love
pastries and cereals. I don't like
doing diets but maybe I should.
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