♥ Saturday, May 17, 2008
♥It's not about others, it's about you.
So today I'm being more selfish, yes, and I'm admitting it. My thoughts might not be clear right now, I mean, I have really unorganized thoughts right now.
I really
HATE being forced to do something or have something I really
DON'T want. I don't want to mention specifically on why I am going to say these stuff, and I'm really sorry if you're going to have a bad impression on me feeling like this.
I'm trying to keep myself calm, you know, not getting what I wanted and being told unappreciative, but they're wrong, because they're the ones who are unappreciative, but heck, I don't want to talk about it now.
I've been through a lot, and when I say a lot, I mean a lot. Being in a weird lifestyle, I think I'm a lot more experience than kids my age. And truth is, I hate my lifestyle, but NOT exactly myself, because MYSELF is the one I love most. I hate how my life is and I hate how it will be soon. I am mad at people who are ruining it. Grrrr.
Am I ranting? I don't know.
Is it enough na maawa sa isang tao, then you put it as your reason why you're unhappy? I don't like serious stuff. Basta, that's my issue today. The end.
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